Deprevation

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Square One December 11, 2015

Filed under: EL,Poem — nomisyar @ 00:52

Hangovers and Pancakes.

Trees and tall foreign birds.

I return
to capture past victories
only to realize the defeat
of me,

in me.

Brazilian babes shouting.
Robin
talking to me
about shoes,
or clothes….
I don’t remember…
because
it was was Robin fuckin’ Williams.

Best day of my fuckin’ life.

But.
I am here
now

Again.

Not my best day.
But a good day.
A damned
Good day.

Love
Lust
Life…
MEAT.

All fighting inside of me.

All
Losing.

But

I

Win,
when I submit.
to you.

 

Quite Simply August 14, 2017

Filed under: What it is — nomisyar @ 11:00

“You don’t get to be both a Nazi and a proud American.  We literally had a war about this; the whole world was involved.”
– I saw this on Instagram.

 

 

the failures of the individual currently holding the office of the Presidency of the United States are manifold.  through incompetence, haphazard rhetoric, wilful negligence, and an inconceivably inflated sense of ego, the progress of this country is being brought to a grinding halt.  through a special blend of idiocracy,  the world is abandoning what little remaining faith it held in democracy.  jingoist, sexist, racist, xenophobic attitudes are not merely disgusting, but a threat to all of us, here, and without.

 

Every being on this planet is less safe.

 

 

ingenuity, creativity, innovation, spirituality: all that is the beauty of the Human Spirit, is at risk
the concept of a world based on cooperation, and not a struggle for resources is slipping further from our grasp.

 

 

people have been snuffed out for far less.

 

for far

 

far

 

less.

 

 

Dues August 3, 2017

Filed under: EL,Poem,What it is — nomisyar @ 23:00

skinned knee
and tears tumble.
chipped tooth,
my guts rumble.

missed connections
&
unrequited affections.
i pause

..

.

frozen
in eternity.

yet,
i want,
i need,
i have,

You.

Now,
i ain’t lost no more.

 

psalm July 19, 2017

Filed under: What it is — nomisyar @ 23:52

you do
not ignite
my fire,
it is eternal.

but come,
please,
for
in your splendor
i see
the truth
in me.

so come,
please,
for
i hunger
for veracity,
and
love.

 

Time

Filed under: What it is — nomisyar @ 02:22

rescued
from the falling
precipitous
expectations of yesterday
and, also
tomorrow,
a tiny peal of thunder
rolls gently in his
trembling hand.
in it, patiently
waiting
is
everything that
will again,
never be.

his hand opens
and
he is free.

 

a wet rainy day July 17, 2017

Filed under: What it is — nomisyar @ 22:13

decending
into frenetic
uncertainty,
the boy,
(and the girl too)
knew
that
Fate
& the
Universe
were dancing
to the rapid
staccato
of
their
exuberance.

Next Stop:
Twitterpation Junction,

Population:
Two

 

Slightly Perfect July 11, 2017

Filed under: EL,Poem,What it is — nomisyar @ 17:45

Rain tumbles from above
seeking the kiss
of
flowering shrubs.

a candle beckons,
and,

a
hot cup of tea:

this,
our
cozy
summer’s eve.

 

MyMoonMakesMagic July 7, 2017

Filed under: MORE,Poem,What it is — nomisyar @ 21:48

slow and swift, she screeches haltingly across the purple black sky
oh,
oh my.
a beauty for the ages,
light
so
radiant and
demure.
She invites us to stare, and we are
lost in her charms.

 
She
Is
Gorgeous.

 
Midummer’s
moonlit
magical
maidens dance in the fury of
her calm
bewitching
way.
she
is
earth’s
radiant love for
you,
my child,
for you.

 

 
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