today
everything changes,
unless it doesn’t
because
you won’t.

she is waiting,
for
you.

patiently.

after you die
she
will
still wait,
for you.

so
why run?
she sees &
believes
in what roils
inside.
why is it
that you
don’t?

let me see
You
burn with
desire
until there is nothing
but the memory
if your light.

here
and
there,

but what
festers
in between?

feet
that dont walk
know no tales, and

ears
bound
in comfort
cannot hear
the wisdom
waiting
in the wind.

get me off this
infernal rolling
casket.

i

choose
life -interrupted.

your soul-
my soul,

forgives,

and
loves
unconditional.

but.
but.
but.

should it?

why trudge
when she can fly?
we owe nothing to no one,

but
her.

love her,
and
give her

wings.

brimming and dancing,
the dreams don’t
stop
flying through
my soul….
and sometimes, they
consumate in a jumbled
ecstasy of
purpose
and love.

but mostly,
time flies
away
from
me,
as i sit
waiting for
my amazing future.

ear to the wind,
my ancestors scream
for me….
they scream,
at me.
I am a stranger
and
they
cannot see
me.

lost
in a rainbow
of greed,
purpose thwarted
…nay,
-aborted,
by saccharine hope
for acceptance
&
love.

soft hands,
soft heart,
&
a hard cock –
a SNAG
without a soul.

there are many paths to ruination
but only
one
single
trail
leads
to salvation.

close your eyes,
and breathe….

do you see it?

then Go,
and don’t look…

back.