Deprevation

sopping up the inspiration, creativity and beauty from life's dregs

nothing June 19, 2016

Filed under: Uncategorized,What it is — nomisyar @ 21:22

is clean
ordorless
safe
and
free.

give enough,
and you receive
but little else

 
beautiful.

 
dare to shine,
devil may laud.

dare to love
devil guffaws.

dare
to bare
all,
and
bear the
burden
of
earnest-

and I
will laugh,
as you
star in your own
scene
from an italian restaurant.

 

Falling June 9, 2015

Filed under: Uncategorized — nomisyar @ 23:24

through
reminds me,
I have fallen before,
Yet have not flew.
because,
i was thinking
of
not falling on you.

 

Conspiracy Theory June 5, 2014

Filed under: MORE,Uncategorized,What it is — nomisyar @ 18:12

Sometimes,
just sometimes mind you,
She conspires.
She plots with Her coven
to bring you
where you need.
To be.

——–

The train that doesn’t come
the gentle wisdom from a stinky bum

——–

with Fate She shares a cup of chai,
Circumstance and Her get really high

Expectation…
well….
She missed that call,
cuz She and Chance are at the Ball
enjoying the wonder of it all.

Floating across the sparkly floor
always having, ‘just one dance more’

——

She’ll carry you in strong, gentle arms
and drop you in the midst of harms
but She’s always there to see it through
She’ll never leave, She’s in love with you.

Gasping Stars and Burning Suns
Her’s is not for chaste praying nuns.

Warriors one and all cry out,
“Mother, we know without doubt,
We Know, We KNOW”, they laugh, dance and sing
together with Her.
And She is always.
Spinning.

 

i have been here before. January 22, 2013

Filed under: Uncategorized,What it is — nomisyar @ 22:41

image

 

Yesterday’s —– December 23, 2012

Filed under: EL,Uncategorized — nomisyar @ 12:05

Growing,
When it should be fading back,
When it should be fading black.

The further it flees,
the shadow grows
greater,

Obscured
Blurred,
And ideal.

The memory
is faint

The feelings
as warm as a sunny winter’s day.

 

Boxes November 27, 2012

Filed under: Uncategorized — nomisyar @ 21:39

Are places to put things when you are done with them.

Even when they are not done with you,
put them in a box-
You can always come back,
or put them away and forget them forever.

I have a closet full of boxes.
But not enough lids.
And so things spill out…

From time
To
Time.

To remind me
of what was put aside.

 

Emptiness August 15, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — nomisyar @ 20:39

is a good thing.

You can fill it up with stuff.

Like memories, and hopes, and dreams-
and fears.

And then you can hide in it,
forever.

Hide from all that scares you.

Or you can pack it away.

And live.

Tell me love,

Where will you put your emptiness?

 

 
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