The Fire

Shhhhhh
Keep it quiet.
No one must know,
that
I am
in love.

with a cruel
hard
beautiful
mystery-ridden
Bitch.

Every step of the way,
as I look a bit deeper
into her wide
open eyes,
in that vast void,
I feel myself
slipping
deeper
and deeper
into my own soul.

It scares me
how far it goes.
it scares me
how far I must go.
it scares me to glimpse
just how grand
we can all be-
how grand we
MUST
Be.

But I am ready now.

I am ready
to dance with you.

So Madame,
You wicked wonderful
wild woman,

Let’s Play.

Full Up

 

Where are you Muse
when a smile is on my lips?

How do I wax eloquent
on the earnest of being,

when I feel only joy?

The Moment has grabbed
me for another last dance,

And Muse, let me tell you-
Girl got moves. Moves like
you’ve never seen.
Keeping me up for days,
mesmerized.

So what do I do?
How do I share what roils
underneath?

Muse,
Dear sweet Muse.
I’m gonna find you.
And Muse honey,

I’m gonna bang your brains out.

See ya soon.

Big Head

I see a kid-

A kid with a big head.

I see him

on the corner,

Leg folded up at the knee

Flat foot against a streetlamp.

“hey kid”

“hey yourself”

“Excuse me?”

“No.  I won’t”

“Who the …

Who are you?”

Yeah… you wouldn’t be knowing that

Would you?”

“Now wait…”

 

“NO!

I’m done waiting,

And you should be too”

 

A pause.

 

Followed by a period.

 

I watched as he walked up the street, whistling as he turned the corner.

 

With a foolish grin I ran after him, feeling alive for the first time in years.