Breathing

Everyday
Relentless,
No pause,
No rest
I must
keep
breathing….

Each breath is a release-
Each breath begs for another,
And another
And yet another…

No end in sight,

So like smudged condensation on a schoolbus’ window,

Watch me breathe.

lies

are knives
turned inward
always cutting deeper
into your soul.
cutting away at
you
and who you are.
every smile
and every courtesy
and every dream deferred
is another slice
closer to perdition.

love is the bandage
freedom, the suture

patch yourself up
and put down the blade.

Autumn (#II) – The Anticipation

Thirsting.

Watching,
through closed eyes,
Watching,
the approach.

The approach of distant memories.
Vividly painted with a brush named Scent-
Delicately sculpted by the chisel of Cold-
Proudly stamped by little crows feet,
In the snow.
In the snow.

Lovers spin among swirling red leaves,
Kissing so deep because they know.

Soon their love will harden
and freeze,
much like teardrops
In the snow.

And the thirst goes on.

FALL (# I)

 

Cool and Hot
wrestle for dominion.
change is beautiful
and inevitable,
but comes not smooth.

friction of opposites
bring stunning displays of power.

 

Heralding a far greater Force,
Autumn comes bombastic:

A parade of riotous colors
sail through a furious breeze.

horns cross
and antlers crack.
the strutting
for the rutting.

tis a time of power
in the face of coming night.

the coming night.

Message In A Bottle (2012)

Shameless self-recriminations

And confessions once buried deep
pour out – gush out – bleed out.

 

Unseemly Behavior
all targeted
at you,

 
sent
to you.

 

 

Through a bottle,
A communal bottle.

 

Perhaps I need a dove?

Or a crow?

Or a Firebird?

 

Or perhaps

simply,

the answer is,

“No”.

silpitsad

Eyes

skip left
and back right –
searching…
hoping:
is it?
was it?

could it be?
should I?
……

A rising crescendo of doubt

beats across your chest.
Sage decisions compromised
by lurking fears
that were never extinguished during sunnier times.

Now thriving and festering,
fear gnaws on what purpose and will remain.

Faith,

She has not left you.
so abandon her do not.
She will shoulder your load
until you are ready.

Until you fly.

yeah,
She’s good like that.

Pieces

pieces fall
one by one
out of your day
out of your head
through your heart
and onto the floor.

pieces of you that you need(ed)
pieces that you have forgotten…
pieces of you,
that are no longer yours.

you will be stronger, they say
you will be happier
you will be wiser….
better, stronger, faster-
I’ll settle for the six million,
and you may keep the drama

Peace,
where are you?