I have a tattoo
of Phoenix
on my shoulder.
He is on my right shoulder
to remind me,
of me.
Today,
once again, I begin.
Belly full
of magic words
to be recycled
and fill the inkwell of my dreams.
The world feels lighter,
and faces happier
by the light of the flame.
If I share my fire,
May I see yours?
hurt
and
tears
burn my bones.
and i smile.
i smile and i laugh
and i play.
A Leaf falls to the ground.
Whimsically,
Rapidly,
Interminably,
Falling.
Soon,
my burning bones
will be the only light
in the sea of winter.
What sweet bile, and
so completely inadequate.
Smiling and Singing
Laughing and Tripping
Learning and Teaching
Living and…
Living.
Welcome home brother,
Welcome home.
A footprint in the sand.
Naturally my toes plod in,
to see if I fit.
Of course it fucking fits.
its my damn footprint.
Life is a maze.
The simplest maze ever
because it repeats.
over,
and over again,
it repeats.
Still feeling lost?
Yes,
that’s because
you’re an idjiot,
just like me.
Love me, hate me, kill me, anything. Just let me know it
no
NO.
Why not just love me?
Dammit!
just love me,
a little.
I think I deserve that.
or,
should I mount my Rocinante
to find another set of my footprints
and tilt at Reality again.
Tally ho my friends,
Tally fucking ho.
Give it all and
You are left.
Right where you
share
You,
is where
you lose
You.
Buddhists lie,
Your God too.
So give,
but save
some
for
you.
And laugh,
always,
laughing.
Because I killed Future.
He was too slow.
and
He was too fast.
He was everywhere
Except
here.
He was a shit.
a shithouse bullshitter of a shit.
And.
Actually….
I think he was a she.
But he gone now.
And there is only me
Here.
with,
me.
Shit.
Wrapped in space age fabric –
Hi
Tek.
Hair held aloft with
next generation
product.
Eyes wide and
Lips parted.
The present excites her.
Future Girl,
May I come with?
Sometimes,
just sometimes mind you,
She conspires.
She plots with Her coven
to bring you
where you need.
To be.
——–
The train that doesn’t come
the gentle wisdom from a stinky bum
——–
with Fate She shares a cup of chai,
Circumstance and Her get really high
Expectation…
well….
She missed that call,
cuz She and Chance are at the Ball
enjoying the wonder of it all.
Floating across the sparkly floor
always having, ‘just one dance more’
——
She’ll carry you in strong, gentle arms
and drop you in the midst of harms
but She’s always there to see it through
She’ll never leave, She’s in love with you.
Gasping Stars and Burning Suns
Her’s is not for chaste praying nuns.
Warriors one and all cry out,
“Mother, we know without doubt,
We Know, We KNOW”, they laugh, dance and sing
together with Her.
And She is always.
Spinning.
Light
the darkness
with your words…
with your moves…
with your sound.
Light it with your passion.
Damn it!
You can light it with your smile.
We need you
little devils,
we need you
to bring the light.
Bring the fire Luce.
Bring it.
Yes, wild thing,
Chulo….
Chula,
Bring the heat.
Again … and,
Again.
Just bring it.
You’ll piss them off,
For sure,
So why not piss on their heads too?
Deep down they will love you for it.
Deep down down they will fear you for it.
But
Deep down,
they will thank you,
for showing them
the Power.
THE POWER
they hold inside.
the power,
they hide
inside.
What
The
Hell
Are you
Waiting
for?
Its time to burn baby.
Time to burn.
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