Catching Feelings

I left you there
I didn’t miss you.
I didn’t want you.
I didn’t care.

I am still hesitant.
I remember the distance I felt from you.
When I tried to call
you stayed away.
I needed you
but I could not get you
to face me.

So I turned
I turned outward.
I was the chameleon.
I laughed.
I ran
I played
I drank
I fucked.
there was none with
whom I could share these,

so here I am again
with you,
my lover.
the well is deep,
the quill sharp.

let’s play!

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