days,
weeks,
months….
I left you there
alone.
I didn’t miss you.
I didn’t want you.
I didn’t care.
I am still hesitant.
I remember the distance I felt from you.
When I tried to call
you stayed away.
I needed you
but I could not get you
to face me.
So I turned
away.
I turned outward.
I was the chameleon.
I laughed.
I ran
I played
I drank
I fucked.
but,
there was none with
whom I could share these,
Experiences.
so here I am again
with you,
my lover.
the well is deep,
the quill sharp.
let’s play!
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