Math

So much, is
too much
for me to give.
yet it is all there
inside
growing
and building,
and growing and wanting
to touch.
you.

Infinite is a dirty 8 letter word.
(twice as dirty as fuck and shit)
but not half as dirty as the original:

Love.

is it a lie?
am I a lie?
If not to give,
then why,
me.  Oh why?