I felt it pop
(my heart)
twice,
and i knew i was no more.
i was no
where?
i was nothing, yet
here i am
lost in a reverie
of sweet bewilderment.
what was never lost
cannot be reclaimed.
but what was misplaced
is lost forever.
a joyous life has no desire,
so i flow
with you,
waiting
for the wheel.