Conspiracy Theory

Sometimes,
just sometimes mind you,
She conspires.
She plots with Her coven
to bring you
where you need.
To be.

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The train that doesn’t come
the gentle wisdom from a stinky bum

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with Fate She shares a cup of chai,
Circumstance and Her get really high

Expectation…
well….
She missed that call,
cuz She and Chance are at the Ball
enjoying the wonder of it all.

Floating across the sparkly floor
always having, ‘just one dance more’

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She’ll carry you in strong, gentle arms
and drop you in the midst of harms
but She’s always there to see it through
She’ll never leave, She’s in love with you.

Gasping Stars and Burning Suns
Her’s is not for chaste praying nuns.

Warriors one and all cry out,
“Mother, we know without doubt,
We Know, We KNOW”, they laugh, dance and sing
together with Her.
And She is always.
Spinning.

Just Blaze

Light
the darkness
with your words…
with your moves…
with your sound.
Light it with your passion.

Damn it!
You can light it with your smile.

We need you
little devils,
we need you
to bring the light.

Bring the fire Luce.
Bring it.

Yes, wild thing,
Chulo….
Chula,
Bring the heat.
Again … and,
Again.
Just bring it.

You’ll piss them off,
For sure,
So why not piss on their heads too?
Deep down they will love you for it.
Deep down down they will fear you for it.
But
Deep down,
they will thank you,
for showing them
the Power.
THE POWER
they hold inside.
the power,
they hide
inside.

What
The
Hell
Are you
Waiting
for?

Its time to burn baby.

Time to burn.

Catching Feelings

days,
weeks,
months….
I left you there
alone.
I didn’t miss you.
I didn’t want you.
I didn’t care.

I am still hesitant.
I remember the distance I felt from you.
When I tried to call
you stayed away.
I needed you
but I could not get you
to face me.

So I turned
away.
I turned outward.
I was the chameleon.
I laughed.
I ran
I played
I drank
I fucked.
but,
there was none with
whom I could share these,
Experiences.

so here I am again
with you,
my lover.
the well is deep,
the quill sharp.

let’s play!

Waiting (ii)

“Wait for the wheel”, he said.
He said, she said had been told to her.
“Wait for the wheel, your time
comes”.

The truth is,
We miss it.

So used to trudging,
nose down.
When we lift to see
that we are free,
……..

down again.

trapped again.

Yet,
our time
comes.

Mama

Somewhere to rest your head,
a shoulder
Or
a lap.
Somewhere to rest your worries
for a moment,
for a lifetime.
Hers and yours.

Mama,
I needed you.
Mama,
still.

Rushing currents
thrust us forward and
pull us down.
We find and build many buoys,
and rafts.
But there is only one anchor.

Thank you.

Sweet Baby

when the cradle drops
and the fog clears,
euphoria is set aside
for focus
and
Purpose.

mourn not the honeymoon-
its sickly sweetness sucks
and
betrays
your truth.

there will be many affairs
-many trysts,
but your Purpose
patiently awaits you,
and you alone.

nurture, caress
and fuck the shit out of it.
and watch
you grow.

Peace.

Now, Fly

Reverse Phoenix

today I awoke
soul aflame
and senses sparked.

inspired
by the voluptuous
embrace of the Muse.

I arose,
Alive.

now
as I enter
the pit of profanity,
and practicality,
and
Need,

All is Kaputt.

until I
awaken again,
truly awaken,
to the real
that lies
inside of
me