Return

Far too long I shunned
her shimmering silver luminosity
-her softness contaminated me,
and made me weak.
So I struck East, desirous of Its golden power and promise.
Plagued by illusions of strength and vigor
I plodded manfully through Summer.

Manfully,
and Empty.

Hungry,
I turned back to my pale and fickle maiden
Luckily I found her,
In fullest bloom
-not hiding
As so often she will.

Moon

And I followed,
I pleaded,
I offered everything I had
and she said nothing.
Yet, in that silence,
she offered me everything.
She offered me a return
to where I belonged:

dawn

Eastern Warrior, rise up once again,
rise up.

Catching Feelings

days,
weeks,
months….
I left you there
alone.
I didn’t miss you.
I didn’t want you.
I didn’t care.

I am still hesitant.
I remember the distance I felt from you.
When I tried to call
you stayed away.
I needed you
but I could not get you
to face me.

So I turned
away.
I turned outward.
I was the chameleon.
I laughed.
I ran
I played
I drank
I fucked.
but,
there was none with
whom I could share these,
Experiences.

so here I am again
with you,
my lover.
the well is deep,
the quill sharp.

let’s play!